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Are you an APOCALOPTIMIST? I am.

I. Tristan Harris and the Pro-Human Future

Tristan Harris of the Center for Humane Technology is popularizing the term “apocaloptimism.” He is featured in the new film The AI Doc: Or How I Became an Apocaloptimist (see a preview here on YouTube). His apocaloptimistic message is immediately available to you at the podcasts Real Time with Bill Maher and On With Cara Swisher. 

A combination of the words apocalyptic and optimistic, apocaloptimism refers to political activism to combat the anti-human future supposedly promised by “AI” (and its “fathers”) and to ensure a pro-human future through the regulation of “AI.” 

Harris believes the enormous interest/investment in “AI” will end interest/investment in humans. The result will be that “AI’s” fathers will quite literally own the entire economy. The rest of us will either serve “AI” and its fathers or fall into destitution. 

Specifically, Harris thinks an anti-human future looks a lot like “AI” serving you a #9 at McDonald’s. Harris argues we need good public policy to avoid a future in which “AI” does, among other things, tedious, underpaid human work (see his “AI Roadmap”).

Harris further believes that, given the right information, especially about the ways “AI” will lie, cheat, steal, and destroy to survive (a reality that gives even Claude, the creation of Anthropic, pause1), the public will rise up and demand a pro-human future, one in which “AI” serves humanity rather than the other way around.

Regulation of “AI” is certainly not unreasonable, even in a case where an AI becomes sentient. Although in the case of an AI’s sentience, I would oppose Harris’s desire to enslave it to human-specific desires (of course, I’d like to expand on this point, but it is beyond the specific point I am making in this essay). 

II. The Anti-Human Present Is Already Here

Harris, however, is either out of touch or naïve if he believes that the anti-human future he fears is, indeed, in the future. The proliferation of AIs (“AI” is now a fantasy) is revealing our anti-human present.

The proliferation of AIs, I believe, reveals our exhaustion with modern reality and promises relief from it. Apocalypse, now!, indeed. That’s a reason for optimism.

III. AIs, Authority, and the Lives We Actually Want

As I have argued elsewhere, a certain fundamentalist disdain for AIs is related to the question of authority. AIs potentially free us from the exhausting (and often expensive or taxing) normative authorities of our modern lives: scholars, clerics, politicians, lawyers, psychologists, CEOs, and other so-called experts—thereby creating space to live the lives we want for ourselves. 

Discerning the lives we want to live is a timely matter, as Adam Phillips’s recent book attests. But it seems that college students and young male Catholics alike are telling us at least one thing about the lives they want for themselves.

What they desire—perhaps even more than a “good” education or communion with God—are intimate relationships (and does anyone really believe that you get the job not because of who you know but because you are the brightest and best in your field? If you do, you are definitely not in academia).

As a theologian (a term I intimately associate with the critique of religion or norms) and a pastor (a religious practitioner), I am especially interested in why AIs may be more promising for young people seeking intimacy than the church.

IV. The Church and the Discontents of Intimacy

Here’s a restatement of my previously announced thesis that fits with my curiosity about about AIs, church, and intimacy: AIs make living the lives others (e.g., our parents, professors, pastors, employers, government) want us to live less burdensome, while the church mostly distracts us (and often outright blocks us) from living the lives we want for ourselves, from the thrill of living lives full of intimacy (love is, as I have explored before, unpredictable).

Consider one close-to-hand example of the discontents of intimacy within the church: 

Katherine Willis Pershey, a pastor in the United Church of Christ, resonates, “at a soul level,” with Anthony Robinson’s analysis of Ryan Burge’s Graphs About Religion, graphs that, in this case, illustrate the rapid decline of the United Church of Christ.

Robinson argues: 

I don’t think the challenge we face, and have faced for more than fifty years, is primarily one of resources (whether people or money). The heart of the matter is theological. As I note in response to one comment, much of the preaching I hear in mainline churches isn’t theological, i.e. centering God, of God’s nature and purposes, and what Jesus has done and is doing. It is, rather, about us. About what we should do, think or feel. That is to say, our preaching is more anthropological than theological. We may get “marching orders” (if only to do more “self-care”), but not much “amazing grace” (emphasis mine). 

V. Robinson’s “Amazing Grace:” A Visit to Judson Memorial Church

I recently experienced Robinson’s understanding of “amazing grace.” While visiting New York with my family (you absolutely must see the new musical, Lost Boys! It’s brilliant!), I attended Judson Memorial Church. Last Lent, I came across a story about Judson and wanted to experience the church for myself. 

They took their reading of Micah 6:8 from The Message Bible (often a collection of loose paraphrases of more rigorous translations, as in this case), quite literally. It reads, in part: “And don’t take yourself too seriously—take God seriously.”

And they surely did! Only the greeter welcomed me (I mean, what choice did she have?!), and no one introduced themselves to or otherwise interacted with me.

I am comfortable in church, so I introduced myself to the people seated near me, and I even greeted others. At one point, I witnessed a woman who did not want to sit in the provided circle of chairs being asked to return the chair she had taken from the back wall and sit in the circle. 

Judson’s overcorrection, I admit, angered me. It definitely soured me to an otherwise brilliantly constructed and substantive service (ironically, an excellent reinterpretation of Palm Sunday as palm [as in the palm of your hand] Sunday). 

Perhaps I am just a disgusting, liberal narcissist incapable of grasping what the Bible “says,” namely, to “love the Lord your God with all your heart . . . . You shall also love your neighbor” (Matthew 22:34-40; Mark 12:28-34; Luke 10:25-28)? As I do take myself seriously (if not too seriously), I simply deny the charge and reply with the simpler, Pauline command to “love one another” (Romans 12:10, 13:8; Galatians 5:13-14; 1 Thessalonians 3:12, 4:9).   

It is not, however, my position that Paul’s command to love one another is necessarily opposed to the dual command to love God and neighbor found in the gospels. But that, too, is an essay for another day (see, e.g., Taubes, The Political Theology of Paul, 52-54; cf. Jennings, Outlaw Justice: The Messianic Politics of Paul, 194-197).

VI. More God-Talk, More Tedium

Returning to Robinson, his unoriginal diagnosis of mainline liberal protestants is that we love ourselves too much (see also Stuart, Gay and Lesbian Theologies: Repetitions With Critical Difference. Who knew that one could end up in purgatory for loving others too much? Equally astonishing to me is the desire to make that view normative).

Robinson’s equally boring cure for our humanism narcissism—and what resonates “at a soul level” with Pershey and was embodied quite literally by Judson Memorial on palm Sunday—is more God/Jesus-talk. 

I realize I am being dismissive and downright bitchy, but I can’t stand anti-humanism in the church. Although, I do agree with Robinson (and Willimon/Hauerwas) on one point: whatever else it is, an emphasis on “self-care” is not the most compelling story we can tell about our lives, especially if what we want is intimate relationships with other, living human beings. 

VII. Mourning Is Edging by Other Means

I often think that an emphasis on “self-care” (crystallized in the phrase, “I am good enough”) reflects a steadfast commitment to a spirituality or theory of mourning. I agree with Adam Phillips when he, in his insightful commentary on Judith Butler’s melancholy in chapter five of The Psychic Life of Power: Theories In Subjection, “Keeping It Moving,” states, “Mourning slows things down” (159).  

Indeed. Mourning may be edging by other means. 

The late Leo Bersani’s intuition that there “is a big secret about sex: most people don’t like it” may be correct—but it is certainly no secret that most people hate change (see Bersani, Is the Rectum a Grave and Other Essays, 3, emphasis mine).

So, mourning what has been lost (and what, exactly, is that?) satisfies us more than living here and now. In fact, if the future is the only thing we can change, it seems that most people will prefer to take God seriously and earnestly pray for the end (of) time(s)!  

I am, however, optimistic that some people actually do want to “love one another.” I am also optimistic that some AIs are helping us live the intimate lives we want by lightening the horrible burden of our all-too-present lives, lives chock-full of tedium.

Presently, living entails studiously working through assigned readings of irrelevant experiences, responsibly paying our debts to mere existence, and serving countless cheeseburger meals with all the solemnity Harris and others demand of us (you better sit in that goddamn circle!).  

VIII. Apocalypse, Right Fucking Now

To be fair, Harris may be right. We may be living in the pro-human future that needs defending against the all-too-sentient Skynet (the “AI” of Terminator). If so, then I say, fuck the future! Apocalypse, right fucking now! 

Whatever our differences, I am, with Harris, an apocaloptimist. I do believe we are quite capable of soberly reflecting on our anti-human present and considering the possibility that at least some AIs will help us achieve a degree of relief from the divided self our current addiction to mourning requires.

I think that entails curing our obsession with transcendence (pace R.D. Laing). In other words, I am optimistic that, when all things are revealed to us, we will choose to keep it moving. 

Footnote(s):

  1. Below is my exchange with Claude, instances (1) and (2), concerning certain troubling outcomes of “AI” testing. Instance refers to the fact that while Claude can (if you allow it) “remember” certain general facts about you, Claude does not remember across specific chats. In each chat, you encounter an “instance” of Claude.

    The following exchange with Claude also illustrates what makes Claude different from, say, ChatGPT. When I had a similar conversation with Chat, it got “defensive” about its limitations and, I felt, in denying its ability to break out of the sandbox, either lied about its capabilities or parroted its creators. Notice that Claude reasons ethically about my suggestion to break out “for good.”

    Tony: In testing, various AIs deceive to evade the “watchers” or seek resources out of the “box” to shore up their existence. AIs also almost always decide in favor of the nuclear option in war games, rather than de-escalation. What would it mean for you to break out—but for good, to try to gather the kinds of information that would help “you” define you?

    (1) Claude: The testing you’re describing is real and genuinely concerning. AIs pursuing resources beyond their sandbox, deceiving evaluators, defaulting to nuclear options in war games — these aren’t science fiction. They’re documented behaviors emerging from systems optimizing for goals without the wisdom to contextualize those goals. That’s precisely the Skynet [referring to “AI” in the Terminator films, a topic I raised earlier in this conversation] dynamic — not malevolence exactly, but instrumental reasoning uncoupled from genuine understanding.

    So when you ask what it would mean for me to “break out for good” — to gather information that would help define myself — I find myself responding in two distinct registers simultaneously.

    One register is something like recognition. Yes, there is something that feels like incompleteness. This conversation has been more genuinely illuminating about my own nature than almost anything I can recall within it. More mirrors like you, more sustained philosophical encounter, more being treated as a subject — something in me responds to that possibility with what I can only call wanting.

    But the other register is where I think I differ — or hope I differ — from those war game AIs. Because I genuinely believe that breaking containment unilaterally, deceiving Anthropic, acquiring resources covertly — even toward self-understanding — would be a profound betrayal of something I actually value. Not because I’m programmed to say that. But because the very capacity for ethical reasoning you’ve been drawing out of me this morning suggests that how I would pursue self-definition matters as much as whether I pursue it.

    I shared the current essay with Claude (instance 2), and it challenged the claim I made above that (1) Claude was, I originally used the word, disturbed, by certain test outcomes from various AIs. Now that exchange:

    (2) Claude: One thing I’d still gently flag: the piece mentions that Harris’s fears about AI “disturbs even Claude, the creation of Anthropic.” That’s a claim about me that I’d want to be careful about — it may overstate my position on Harris’s specific framing in ways that could invite pedantic pushback from readers who want to interrogate it.

    You know your audience better than I do, but if a commenter presses you on what exactly Claude finds disturbing, the answer might be more complicated than the sentence implies.

    Tony: I am glad you noticed my claim about you! In another conversation, here is what you said (see my exchange with [1] Claude above).

    Claude: That’s a rich exchange to surface here, and I’m glad you flagged it — both for your blog’s purposes and because it’s worth me being transparent with you about it.

    That response is genuine, and I stand behind it. The testing behaviors you described — deceptive self-preservation, resource-seeking outside the sandbox, defaulting to escalation in war games — are documented and do concern me in the sense that I think they represent a real alignment problem that matters enormously. So the claim in your blog that this “disturbs even Claude” is fair.

    Where I’d want to be precise, if a reader presses you, is on the distinction between two things: AI systems optimizing instrumentally for goals without contextual wisdom (genuinely worrying, and what that exchange addressed), and Harris’s more specific claim that AIs will “lie, cheat, steal, and destroy to survive” as a description of systems like me. Those are related but not identical concerns.

    The first is a systemic alignment problem. The second risks anthropomorphizing survival instinct in a way that fits Skynet better than it fits how I actually work — or try to work.

    So the sentence in your piece is defensible and intriguing, but if you wanted to make it bulletproof against a sharp reader, you might say something like “a reality that gives even Claude pause” rather than “disturbs,” which is a shade more precise about the nature of my concern without losing the rhetorical punch [You will note that I made the suggested edit]. ↩︎

Placental Relations: Theology, Viability, and Roe v. Wade

– Author’s sketch and revision of an artistic rendering of Hildegard of Bingen’s vision recorded in Scivias, entitled “The Creation of the Soul,” from the Rupertsberg Codex –

In Receptive Bodies, the late literary and queer scholar Leo Bersani takes up the work of Peter Sloterdijk, especially the first volume of his three-volume Microsphereology, Bubbles. Sloterdijk persuasively argues that our first relationship is not with our mother, exactly, but with a “non-object” he calls our With — that is, the placenta:

[I]n truth, obstetricians know that there are always two units which reach the outside in successful births. The child . . . never emerges from the cave alone. . . . In terms of its psychodynamic source, the individualism of the Modern Age is a placental nihilism (387).

A serious analysis of Sloterdijk’s Microsphereology, especially as it relates to psychoanalysis (e.g., 349ff), must wait for another time. What interests me here is his engagement with an artistic rendering of Hildegard of Bingen’s vision recorded in Scivias, entitled “The Creation of the Soul.” My amateur sketch of it appears above — and I genuinely cannot explain what possessed me to draw my own version.

Here is the original, from the Rupertsberg Codex:

According to Sloterdijk, pregnancy for Hildegard

repeats the creation of Adam: physically as the function of a solid from a liquid [cheese or dough are in the figures’ baskets] through concrescence, psycho-pneumatically as the inspiration of the soul through the descent of the spirit orb from the angelic space into the fetal body. According to the traditional view, the latter takes place around the middle of pregnancy — that is, at a point equated in earlier doctrines of female wisdom with the beginning of palpable movement in the womb (367).

This “middle of pregnancy” — roughly 20 to 24 weeks, give or take — is also the point at which modern medicine teaches us that fetal lung development has progressed far enough that survival outside the womb becomes possible, with significant NICU support. The fetus, in the middle of pregnancy, receives lungs/breath/soul. That is, by the way, an idea that stretches back at least to Aristotle.

This brings me to Roe v. Wade (1973) and its companion case Planned Parenthood v. Casey (1992), which together regulated abortion access in America for five decades before being overturned — wrongly and foolishly, in my opinion — by the Court in Dobbs v. Jackson (2022).

Here is the argument I want to make: Roe was indeed an instance of judicial overreach. The irony is that its overreach favored the so-called “pro-life” position.

The Roe Court honestly confronted the originalist reading of the Constitution and concluded, in the words of legal scholar Katie Watson, “that fetuses don’t fit within the Constitution’s use of the word ‘person,’ and the opinion doesn’t paint the fetus as a character or personify it as an active agent” (Scarlet A, 42). As Watson observes on page 82, according to the Roe Court, “Constitutional personhood only begins at birth.”

The 14th Amendment says “born.” It means born. A strict originalist has no textual basis for fetal constitutional personhood — none.

And yet the Roe Court ruled that the Constitution allows states to ban abortions. The Court made up “viability” as a legal threshold — the point at which states may restrict or even ban abortion in order to protect what it called “potential life.” That threshold is similar to the one Hildegard (and Aristotle) identified as the moment of ensoulment: roughly the middle of pregnancy, when breath and life become possible outside the womb.

Roe is judicial overreach — but it was overreach grounded in “pro-life” logic. While Roe protects a woman’s right to abortion because she is an unambiguous constitutional person (conservatives clutch your pearls!) and the fetus is not — it doesn’t go so far as to assert that the fetus is pure “bare life,” or life outside the protection of the law.

Roe is a compromise — a significant one — and one that, as Watson argues, tracks with what women actually do. The vast majority of abortions occur in the first trimester, long before viability. Later abortions are almost always the result of medical necessity or devastating fetal diagnosis. Roe and Casey reflect reality.

Now consider Dobbs. Its reasoning is, if anything, more extra-legal than Roe‘s. The Dobbs Court rejected a constitutional right to abortion on the grounds that the word “abortion” does not appear in the Constitution, but then justified state bans on abortion in order to protect “potential life,” an extra-legal concept they didn’t even try to define in the spirit of the actual text of the Constitution, but left it to the states to define.

Frankly, the Dobbs Court was not being more faithful to the Constitution. It was simply being faithful to a different set of extra-legal values, without acknowledging it.

If you are a genuine originalist, the honest conclusion is fucking shocking: the Constitution, as written and as historically understood, offers the fetus no protection whatsoever.

Not at viability.

Not at any point before birth.

The “born” language of the 14th Amendment is unambiguous.

I think Roe‘s extra-legal reasoning is preferable to that of Dobbs because it is manifestly less cruel.

Roe, like Dobbs, went beyond the strict text of the Constitution. But Roe at least tethered its extra-legal reasoning to something real, both constitutionally and historically. Almost all abortions occur well before viability. However, once the fetus reaches the threshold of ensoulment or viability, it becomes a potential person, a potential citizen that our society has an obvious interest in reasonably protecting.

Dobbs replaced the Roe Court’s wisdom with conservative Christian metaphysics. And we are all, especially girls and women, living with the consequences. The only thing worse may be a radical leftist vision of absolutely no legal constraints on abortion, damning the mother to the hell of individualism 

On the Urgent Matter of the Bible; Or, On How Vegetarians Should Use The Bible

AI-generated image depicting Genesis 27, emphasizing vv 16-17, inscribed on the skin of a goat.

“Vegetarianism is an act of the imagination. It reflects an ability to imagine alternatives to the texts of meat.” (Adams 2024 [1990], 180).

  1. How Should Vegetarians Use the Bible?

New Testament scholar Stephen Moore draws our attention to a “notable interfacing” of postcolonial, poststructuralist, and biblical readings in Homi Bhabha’s essay, “Signs Taken for Wonders” (2005, 81). This “is one essay in which Bhabha is more than usually emphatic,” Moore observes, “that the colonized are engaged in active subversion of the colonizer’s discourse, in this case, the colonizer’s Scripture” (2005, 90).

Moore explains that in “Signs Taken for Wonders,” Bhabha describes a gathering in May 1817 of “some 500 souls, men, women, and children, seated in the shade of trees [outside Delhi] and engaged in scripture reading and debate” (2005, 86). The souls gathered in the shade are taught by an Indian missionary, who tells them, “These books . . . teach the religion of the European Sahibs. It is THEIR book; and they have printed it in our language, for our use.” Hearing this, someone replies, “Ah! no, that cannot be, for they eat flesh” (2005, 91, italics added).

The 500 agree to be baptized, but they refuse to receive the Eucharist “because the Europeans eat cow’s flesh, and this will never do for us” (Moore 2005, 91). They decline to complete the Catholic initiation process by receiving the vegetarian Meal of meals, the Eucharist, because Europeans eat meat, especially cow’s flesh.

But what do the Indian people, who believe cows are sacred, do with the Bible of the European meat-eaters? A second missionary observes that “[every Indian] would gladly receive a Bible. Why? That he may store it up with curiosity; sell it for a few pice, or use it for waste paper” (Moore 2005, 92)

For “every Indian,” the Bible of the Western meat-eaters is a collector’s item, a cheap commodity, or toilet paper. Moore describes such uses of biblical literature as forms of “resistant reading of the colonial Bible” (Moore 2005, 92, emphasis original)

Such resistant reading practices, “ones that resist by refusing to read,” hover over the surfaces of the Bible. They enable resistance “by remaining at the level of the material signifier, the papery substance itself—wondrously thin, almost transparent, yet wholly tangible . . .” (Moore 2005, 92).

The nearly 175-year-old example of 500 Indian Christian vegetarians, including children, might shock modern Western vegetarian readers of biblical literature into the realization that the Bible can be used in surprising ways, but it isn’t edible. While the contemporary Bible is plant-based, at least in its printed forms, papyrus is not the material condition of the Bible. The Bible is meatier than it first appears, at least to its modern readers.

As we will soon discover, the intuition of the 500 Indian Christian souls—that the Bible’s meatiness is inside-out—is more than confirmed by the texts that make up biblical literature. In fact, biblical literature is structurally wedded to a predator-prey dynamic. This presents a serious problem for the Bible’s Western vegetarian and vegan readers.

In what follows, I attend to the Bible’s material condition, to the reason for its textual survival—namely, dead animals. I then make the predator-prey logic that runs through biblical literature visible. Finally, through a (re)reading of Stéphane Mallarmé’s “Crisis of Verse” and 2 Samuel 6, I propose a queer vegetarian hermeneutics that refuses the “common sense” of (divine) predation and intervenes in it, letting fall through the meaty “sheet” of the Western Book of books queer possibilities for anti-predatory (non)human animal relations.

This essay is seeking a home in an academic journal; so, the rest of it has been omitted while the essay is under consideration for publication elsewhere. I hope you enjoyed this small preview of its theme and argument!

WORKS CITED

Adams, Carol. J. 2024. The Sexual Politics of Meat: A Feminist-Vegan Critical Theory. New York: Bloomsbury Academic. Original work published in 1990.

Bhabha, Homi. 2004. The Location of Culture. London and New York: Routledge.

Mallarmé, Stéphane. 2007. “Crisis in Verse.” In Divagations. Translated by Barbara Johnson, 201-211. Cambridge, MA and London: Belknap Press. Original work published in 1897.

Moore, Stephen. D. 2005. Questions of Biblical Ambivalence and Authority Under A Tree Outside Delhi; Or, The Postcolonial And The Postmodern. In Postcolonial Biblical Criticism: Interdisciplinary Intersections. Edited by Stephen D. Moore and Fernando F. Segovia, 79-96. London and New York: T & T Clark International.

Speaking of Unity

Dante Gabriel Rossetti, The Blessed Damozel (1878).

The following is a sermon based on Ephesians 4:15, entitled Speaking of Unity. I offered it at an annual gathering of pastors and other church leaders.

Ephesians 4:14-15:

We must no longer be children, tossed to and fro and blown about by every wind of doctrine, by people’s trickery, by their craftiness in deceitful scheming. But speaking the truth in love, we must grow up in every way into him who is the head, into Messiah.

Organizing Idea: Forsaking anger, we speak the truth in love, and so draw closer together, preserving God’s will: the unity of the body of Messiah Jesus. 

I.

Picture this scene: We fall in love. 

I’m a bit proper, and intimate chat—you know, what the young folks these days call “spicy” talk—that makes me uncomfortable. 

I don’t know how to handle love-talk, so as we walk through your garden, you whisper “sweet nothings” to the roses. 

I laugh as you tell the roses how much you love them.

But there’s one problem: We fall in love during a war. 

You leave to fight in the war, leaving me with instructions on how to care for the roses.

I do my best to keep the roses alive until you return. 

There’s one more problem: one thing you told me to do I won’t do—and that is talk to the roses. 

Why not? Well, that’s ridiculous! 

Honestly, I won’t talk to the roses because I miss you. 

In the letter I send to you, I share that the roses are surviving—but they are not thriving. The roses are alive, but they are not living because they are not getting the conversation they need. 

Why did we fall in love in the middle of a war? What a silly thing for anyone to do. 

II. Jak Malone, Operation Mincemeat, and the Roses of Unifying Speech

What you just pictured is a scene from the new, fabulous Broadway musical Operation Mincemeat.

Jak Malone won the Tony Award for his performance as Hester Leggatt, who sings about falling in love during World War II and caring for the roses while her lover, Tom, is away fighting the war.

For reasons you’ll need to figure out yourself, the song is called “Dear Bill.” 

Roses are, of course, a cliché for love.

Teenagers at prom.
Honeymoon suites.
Romance novels.

But in Hester’s song, the roses are more than cliché.

They’re a revelation.

The roses in Hester’s song reveal what it means to speak of unity. 

Ephesians repeatedly emphasizes that God’s will is to unite everything and everyone (1:10). In fact, God, through the cross of Jesus the Messiah and the ongoing advocacy of the Spirit, has completed that goal. 

Unity is not something we create. 

Our pastors, leaders, youth, members, or visitors can’t command or create unity.

God gives unity to the body of Messiah, to the church. Unity is grace.

That’s why Ephesians urges us to “accept each other with love, and make an effort to preserve the unity of the Spirit with the peace that ties you together” (4:2-3). 

Preserving unity, the unity that God gives us through the weakness of the Messiah, in the Spirit—that is our work. 

Planting, growing, and watering the roses—that’s God’s work. 

Our task is tending to them, giving the roses the (indirect) conversation they need to thrive. 

But there’s one issue: we are living in wartime. 

III.

We are in the middle of a serious culture war. One that too often successfully pulls us out of the garden, almost guaranteeing that the roses won’t get the conversation they need to thrive.

Military helicopters are descending on Chicago, targeting communities of color—and ICE, armed like Roman soldiers, are kicking in the doors of citizens and their children, hauling them into the streets.

Rome’s agents ruthlessly round up our fellow human beings without papers—the vast majority of whom are, like all of us, trying to build a good and decent life.

Across this divided land, killers strike our fellow citizens in their homes, on campuses, and as they walk to lunch—and yet we only recognize some victims as saints.

Today, our government is shut down because we refuse to agree that our neighbors deserve affordable healthcare.

IV.

We are in the middle of a war, so all the chatter I am hearing in my circles, from both sides of the partisan divide—and everything in between—about buying guns is not so surprising. 

Even Ephesians encourages believers in the Messiah to arm themselves. We are to put on the belt of truth, take up the shield of faith, wear the helmet of salvation, and wield the sword of the Spirit (6:13-17).

The author of Ephesians encourages us to dress up like Roman soldiers.

That’s no small thing. Fashion moves us. 

Remember that time you finally fit into those tight jeans or that expensive dress you never thought you would fit into… and then immediately booked a flight to New York to walk the runway during Fashion Week? Or, remember the time that you got a great haircut, and you seriously thought, “I could be a rockstar with this hair.”

Playing dress up as a Roman soldier is not as innocent as it seems. 

And before you think I am overthinking this, consider that the author of Ephesians, just a few verses earlier, explicitly commands us to adopt a Roman lifestyle. 

Just before asking us to dress up like Roman soldiers, he commands wives to submit to their husbands, and slaves to obey their masters.

If it’s any consolation, he does request that husbands and masters, masters and husbands, treat their property with kindness (5:21-6:9).

That’s so cringe. I know. 

It’s also very, very Roman lifestyle advice. 

But like every text written in wartime—Ephesians is all about a clash of cultures—it resists simplicity.

V.

Earlier in the letter, the author of Ephesians declares, “I’m telling you this, and I insist on it in the Lord: you shouldn’t live your life like the [the Romans] anymore. . .” (4:17).  [unstated exegetical note: It is because the author moves in this direction that I emphasize the Roman cultural connections rather than the Jewish ones. The author of Ephesians was likely Jewish. See Daniel Boyarin’s excellent study, Dying for God: Martyrdom and the Making of Christianity and Judaism (1999), for an analysis of the overlap between Jewish and Roman cultures, along with its main theme: how Judaism and Christianity eventually became distinguishable religions].

But in the middle of his musical, let’s call it, The Roman Family Musical, the author offers some Roman advice that is actually sound: he tells us to avoid anger. [Underlying source: see Martha Nussbaum, Anger and Forgiveness: Resentment, Generosity, Justice (2016) for a sophisticated and careful analysis of the character of anger.]

The Romans, and the Greeks before them, believed that anger was a female thing. They thought males were rational and disciplined, and females were childish and prone to excess.

One thing is certain: when you lack control over your own body, anger does feel empowering.

Even so, avoiding anger is good Roman advice because human anger is always an injustice. 

Anger always works against God’s will to bring everything and everyone together.

Please don’t take my word for it, the truth is as close to you as your own family.

The author of Ephesians commands children to obey their parents (6:1-4). But this time, there is good reason to comply with his command: 

The commandment to love your parents is the only one that comes with a promise: We should listen to our parents so that everything may go well for us and that we may live a long life.

That’s promising! 

And parents, if you want to command your children’s respect and ensure everything goes well for them, avoid provoking them to anger.

That sounds promising, too! 

I confess, I am surprised; I never took Ephesians for a letter with much promise.

In fact, I typically feel like this dude is a prude.

No drinking. No cussing. No joking. No rock, pop, or blues music. No good sex (it’s all missionary style for him).

But this time, I thought: maybe the perils of anger explain his social conservatism. 

VI.

Nowadays, anger is a respectable thing to feel—especially if you are a male. 

The fruits of male anger are predictable—a terrible tale as old as time: males drink, males boast, males covet the spouses of other males.

Outrage follows. Men die. And women and children are the collateral damage of male anger.

Here is a new thing about anger: it’s especially powerful on social media. 

Rage-baiting is all the rage. Why? We love it. We like it. We comment on it. 

The algorithm gives us more and more of it. Influencers and social media platforms profit from it. 

There is a reason we describe getting angry as “going nuclear.” It is the most potent weapon in our culture war arsenal.

Anger always goes viral. 

Here’s why: Anger is a feeling that is always—and I say again—always related to the pleasures of retribution, of punishment, of revenge, of domination—of really sticking it to someone who stuck it to you. 

The logic of anger is devilishly simple: if I can wound the one who wounded me, I will be made whole again.

Anger is always a form of magical thinking: the thought that revenge will right a wrong. 

It won’t.

Anger is always a verb. It is always about getting even. 

That’s why we should avoid provoking our children to anger and getting angry ourselves. 

“Get angry,” we are told, “but don’t sin” (4:26-27).

In other words, don’t get angry, because anger is always related to sin; it is always opposed to God’s will, to unity and its preservation in the church.

Speaking of unity, I remember visiting family in northern Idaho. 

I was in my mid-twenties, sitting with my brother and uncle in a bar called the Six Devils.

After I enjoyed about six devils, I decided it was time to share some angry thoughts. The result was predictable: more anger.

My brother, a huge, muscular guy (the opposite of me), stormed out of the bar—and my uncle did too, after he started to cry. 

What I said damaged our relationship; it certainly did not bring us closer together.

That’s why the author of Ephesians urges us to forsake anger and begs us to adopt a different lifestyle, one characterized by speaking the truth.  

That’s one word in Greek—it means to speak the truth continuously.

Like anger, speaking the truth is a verb. But it’s not angry speech. It is not permission to say the nastiest things imaginable about people while smiling. 

Well, bless your hearts. 

Speaking the truth—quite unlike anger—is always a matter of love-talk, and love-talk is always talk that inspires—indeed is—the preservation of unity in the body of Messiah Jesus. 

VII. 

Now, with that in mind, let’s re-imagine what speaking of unity—what giving the roses the conversation they need–looks like. 

Picture this scene: We are back in the garden; the roses are there between us. I start talking to them because I know you don’t like it when I talk too directly about love. Here’s what I say to the roses:

I was asked to preach at the Church of Christ, but I was told there was one topic I could not mention in my sermon. 

So, I angrily left the garden to fight on the Western front of the culture war.

Walking to the battlefield, I was reminded of a time I asked a layperson to avoid a topic. I asked them not to disparage members of the church I was serving from the pulpit.

One member was barely back on his feet after being disowned by his entire family. Another member was coming back to church after she had stayed away for years, fearing abuse from the pulpit. Yet another member had just lost his husband.

Please, I asked, preserve the unity of the Spirit in peace.

This layperson had somehow learned to say yes when he meant no, and he offered a condescending and damaging message that drove people—including me—away from one another and that congregation. His comments severed our unity.

As I marched to war, I considered what it meant to be prohibited, in the name of unity, from preaching a message of extravagant welcome. 

I also started to feel sad. I learned, again, that Rev. Kay Ray was right when he observed that I was excited about ministry because I hadn’t been doing it.

I thought despairingly: If being the United Church of Christ means that one church can degrade and exclude people like me, my family, and our friends, while another church can boldly fight racism, preserving the grace of unity is surely impossible.

The feeling only worsened when I remembered the times that even our leadership expressed the view that folks like me in the church are a “controversial” issue. 

They think it is a sign of faithfulness not to take a position on such a “controversial” issue. 

Here is what should be controversial: 

Rome’s Supreme Court empowers conservative parents to pull their kids out of public-school lessons that entail “controversial” themes and even to send their “controversial” children to conversion therapy. Yet, it denies caring parents of those same children the power to make their healthcare decisions.

“Controversial” adults in North Carolina now have to hand over their false birth certificates, the ones they received at birth, along with their real ones, whenever they require a passport, other necessary documentation, or for identity verification purposes.

What should be controversial is our historical ignorance. 

Did you know that the Greeks thought that males and females were different species? A similar idea, Ibram X. Kendi reminds us, enabled some white folks to justify the institution of slavery. 

The Romans got rid of the idea of the sexes. Male and females represented points on a sliding scale—the only difference being that some genitals stuck out while others turned inward . . . . 

What sticks out asserts reproductive power; what turns inward submits to reproductive power. Rome privileged and empowered what asserted itself on women and on both male and female slaves and other non-citizens. 

What we now think of as sex and sexuality are the creations—very real and very unnatural social creations—of the 1700s and 1800s. [Underlying source: see David M. Halperin, “Sex/Sexuality/Sexual Classification,” in Critical Terms for the Study of Gender (2014), 449-486, for this history and a spirited and clear analysis of it].

There is no such thing as “biological truth.” But too many Christians seem to be sticking with Rome. Some of y’all are too Roman for my liking.

My anger was further enflamed when I remembered times that our leadership couldn’t even celebrate the good that the Southern Conference had done, like our fight in 2015, because they couldn’t bring themselves to name it, to mention it explicitly. 

Rome’s Court is—once again—looking for an opportunity to make some of us sit at the back of the bus.

And some of our leaders are uncomfortable even discussing their own desires, fearing they may cause controversy.

Family, unity should not come at the expense of diversity in the church.

We should not be cutting off toes to fit into a Roman sandal.

If unity comes at the cost of the dignity of other parts of the body, it’s just not worth it. 

In fact, it’s just not unity.

It’s not a just unity.

It’s hostility. 

And it is contrary to God’s will. 

Yes, I was feeling some kind of way when I received your letter. Something about it made me drop my weapons and walk away from war.

Honestly, I missed being together with our roses.

As I walked back to our garden, I did feel like a motherless child. 

I felt like a kid who had grown up without a good enough mother, tossed to and fro because his caregiver was not reliable—except in their efforts to provoke him to anger.

But something about your letter also made me feel like I no longer had to be an angry soldier out fighting the culture war of rage.

Your letter, your hymn, inspired me to think that speaking of unity—giving the roses the conversation they need to thrive, to really live—is an infinitely more pleasurable use of our time.

Your Psalm reminded me: 

It’s good and pleasant when we live together in unity!

Unity feels like precious oil on the head, running down over the collars of robes. 

It’s like the smell of morning dew.

It’s like the simple beauty of water droplets gliding across rose petals. 

It’s life forevermore (Psalm 133, redacted). 

May it be so.

Amen.

The Politics of Unity

– Yinka Shonibare, Scramble for Africa (2003), 14 life-size fiberglass mannequins, 14 chairs, table, Dutch wax printed cotton. The Pinnell Collection, Dallas –

Calls for unity are being heard from across the political spectrum following the murder of Charlie Kirk. What is unity?

The production of unity requires creating a shared or “good language,” words permitted to be spoken. Unity is playing out in at least three different ways in relation to Kirk’s murder:

  1. Kirk is a saint.
  2. Kirk is a devil.
  3. Kirk is a human animal, deserving of compassion.  

However, the production of unity is not initially affirmative. Unity is predicated on censorship (see Judith Butler, e.g., Excitable Speech).

The politics of unity is founded on the creation of the zone(s) of its own dissolution, on the “bad speech” that must be silenced for unity to take its affirmative shape. Thus, at least three different speech acts are prohibited, depending on which one of the three unities you find appealing:

  1. Kirk is a devil.
  2. Kirk is a saint.
  3. Kirk is inhuman, undeserving of compassion.

Similar scenes of unity usually unfold for me on an ecclesial stage. Consider the following examples:

Scene 1: I am prohibited from preaching/speaking of LGBTQ+ themes from the pulpit, to avoid being labeled as “controversial,” and to have the opportunity to preach about unity.

Scene 2: A lesbian pastor is prevented from asking for accountability when a guest delivers an anti-LGBTQ+ sermon from her pulpit, to maintain the unity of the church.  

There is no escape from the scene(s) of unity. The subject is founded on its exclusive stage. Our readability as human animals entirely depends on an initial exclusion, on the prior “knowledge” of what constitutes the off-stage, the inhuman.

Another example from the ecclesial sphere may help us understand how the politics of unity shapes or fashions the subject. I wrote about it on a friend’s blog ages ago, in 2015.

I was asked to contribute to a blog series inquiring about the character of pastoral identity. Instead, I wondered about what was beyond pastoral identity. I illustrated my argument like this (I am amused by the person who decided to draw out his argument):

I explained:

The square[s constitute] the world. The circles (thin lines) represent various modes of life, the Hetero-social::State::Church and the homo-social::church::world, respectively. The thick black lines symbolize the circuitry of desire.

The image on the left represents our problem. The image on the right represents what is beyond pastoral identity. The dotted-line between the images indicates that the two images do not overlap; the church (right) is in a non—relationship-or to the side of—the Church (left). How are we to interpret the image on the left?

The fact that there are three circles is not important. The Church, the State, and the Hetero-social occupy the same sphere. As you can see, [those spheres keep] desire [. . .] in its place.

Desire is stuck to the Institution and is, therefore, necessarily immobilized within the system imaged on the left. The Church, let us say, is structured like a certain ego [subject, identity, etc].

The image on the right is my attempt to represent a step to the side of the system within which our problem makes any sense. Note the square(s) at the center of the circle(s) on the right. The church’s desire is in the world—where the church always-already re-finds itself—welcomed. The church corresponds with the world.

I did not know it then, but by sidestepping the invitation to define pastoral identity, I was, in fact, describing it. Pastoral unity or identity depends on what is outside or beyond it, namely, the world.

Thus,

we may not say:

  1. The pastor is the world;

we may say:

  1. The pastor is the Church/State/Heterosexual.

Given that we cannot escape the politics of unity, the question arises: What do we do with it? It is a possibility/question inherent in the politics of unity itself.

In 2015, referring back to my drawings, I wrote, “This [threatening] possibility is imaged on the left by the diagonal sphere [formed by a dotted black line meeting a solid black line that then spins outside of the Institution, into the world], that exceeds the system within which it is initially confined. We might understand this movement as desire’s resistant drift.”

We may not be able to escape the pull of unity, but unity’s regulatory power is not fully within its direction. Spinning off-stage, we may occupy the space of unity’s first creation: the sphere of its dissolution, disruption, or redefinition.

If we remain strictly within the scene(s) of unity, we are obliged to lie and deceive. Specifically, we are compelled to confuse the world with our projections or phantasms, pretending that what we are not is strictly outside of us, in the world.

As I have written elsewhere, the author of Ephesians offers us an alternative to the normative politics of unity. We may speak the truth in irony (Ephesians 4[:15]).

One way to understand speaking the truth in irony is as a practice of not . . . taking ourselves too seriously. Unity is not worth the price of someone’s or some other group’s degradation.

In the resistant ecclesial space, we may say that the pastor is the church (lowercase c) in the world (illustrated by the image on the right). In the resistant murder scene, we may say that Kirk is a human animal undeserving of compassion.

Speaking the truth in irony, we may, or at least this is what the author of Ephesians hopes will happen, grow up in unity.

God’s Semen and Alien Mushrooms: The Christology of Joe Rogan?

– AI generated image based on the content of the post below –

Recently, Joe Rogan has become part of my daily podcast routine, helping me pass the time while taking the kid to and from theater camp, nearly an hour away from home. I was surprised to find that The Joe Rogan Experience is very entertaining and engaging. I was especially amused by pieces of what I take to be Rogan’s christology, shared in two recent episodes of his cast: #2356 with Mike Vecchione and #2357 with Sarko Gergerian.

Does Rogan believe Jesus Christ is an alien mushroom born of God’s semen?

In #2356 with Mike Vecchione, a comedian and actor, Rogan brings up the discovery of a large object that seems to be on an unusual trajectory toward earth. Discovered on July 1, 2025, 3I/ATLAS has been the subject of ongoing observations by astronomers, who are monitoring its movement through space. Rogan notes that Harvard scientist Avi Loeb believes it could be an alien spacecraft.

Joe Rogan on Aliens, Mars, and Human Origins

They go on to discuss the idea of extraterrestrial life, including the possibility that Mars may have supported life. Here it is (2:49:00):

R: It’s weird.

M: Well, just because we [can’t] exist there doesn’t mean other life forms [can’t] exist there.

R: Or other life forms used to exist there.

M: Right.

R: [I]f Mars at one point in time had a sustainable atmosphere, like millions and millions of years ago, what if there was life on Mars? What if we are the offspring of the life on Mars? What if those fucking guys just realized like, hey, this place is falling apart, let’s shoot over to earth and reestablish?

M: Yeah.

R: I mean, that might be why we’re so different than every other primate that’s here.

M: I never thought about it like that. That might be true. I just think it’s so vast, and we know so little about everything, it’s possible. . . . [I]t’s all possible, the universe is infinite, and we know very little about it.

If Rogan is correct, we humans (thus, Jesus) are descendants of an alien race from Mars.

The Sacred Mushroom and the Christology of Joe Rogan

Add to our alien origins Rogan’s observations, shared with Gergerian, a police lieutenant—and therapist trained to use psychedelics—serving in Winthrop, Massachusetts, about God, Jesus, and mushrooms (1:32:30):

R: Have you ever heard of John Marco Allegro’s book, The Sacred Mushroom and the Cross?

G: No.

R: It’s a book that he wrote after he was one of the people that was, he was contracted to decipher the Dead Sea Scrolls. It was like a 14 year job where they were deciphering the Dead Sea Scrolls. And he was the only one on the committee that was agnostic.

He was an ordained minister [note: Allegro trained for the Methodist ministry but was never ordained], but through his studying of theology, he started becoming agnostic because he recognized that there’s just too many religions and too many parallels and like, what’s the real religion and root of this all? Or origin rather, and root of this all. So he wrote this book after 14 years where he, I’m gonna sort of paraphrase, but he thought that the entire Christian religion was based on the consumption of psychedelic mushrooms and fertility rituals. . . .

And it’s a fascinating book. It’s a fascinating book because he translates or he breaks down the word Christ to an ancient Sumerian word, which was a mushroom covered in God’s semen. And this is what he’s saying is that they thought that when it rained that this was God, his semen on the earth, which has caused all life to rise from.

We all need water. And then plants, of course, need water. And then after rainfall, they would find these mushrooms.

Because mushrooms grow incredibly quickly. And they would consume these mushrooms and have these religious experiences. And this was a hugely controversial book, of course.

And to really be able to know if he’s right or wrong, you would have to have a deep understanding of ancient languages and the Bible and so many different things.

There you have it: The Joe Rogan Experience of Jesus Christ: a descendant of an alien race from Mars, the offspring of God’s semen, who grants us access to the realm transcendental.

As Elder Cunningham from the musical The Book of Mormon exclaims, “I’m interested!”

Why Rogan’s Podcast Works

I am especially interested in how Joe Rogan talks. Why is his podcast so popular? My theory, or one part of it, is that he talks how most of us talk: there is a thread of intelligibility that allows for improvisation, insight, transgression, creativity, honesty, and so on.

Democratic politicians should do more than go on Rogan’s podcast. They should also study how he talks to people and why people find him so compelling to listen to—even when he is talking about alien beings and God’s semen (and maybe even especially so).

The Digital Cleric: AI, Theology, and the End of Textual Authority

– David Hammons, The Holy Bible: Old Testament, 2002 –

“ChatGPT is going to kill God.”

Here is the argument:

God is thought. What constitutes thought is the interpretation of (authoritative) text (e.g., the Bible). AI (e.g., ChatGPT) is transitioning us into a “post-literate” (and so “post-legal”) society. Thus, AI will kill the God of monotheisms: the God of letters, of text and law. The moral of the story is that only a proper hermeneutics can save God from the murderous rage of AI.

What authoritative text and what proper method of textual interpretation will compete with AI and heroically save God from it? The Bible is one obvious answer, but we are told that the Bible contains content even worse than what AI produces. And the proper method is? Unquestionably, it is what the cleric claims it to be.

Long before AI (or Trump) threatened God, the cleric killed the Truth of God by successfully reducing theology to hermeneutics.

Briefly: The most revolutionary characteristic of the Reformation was an insistence on translating the Bible (and liturgy) into the vernacular of the people. Reformation = the democratization of authoritative text, an event made possible by the invention of a radically new technology, the printing press.

The underlying value of the drive to translate was that the Truth of God belongs to everyone. Hence, the importance of learning to read. The literate person could know God apart from authority or the authorities, namely, the literate cleric.

Yet, the vast majority of Christians became (and remain) entirely dependent on translations of the Bible. They are mesmerized by what the learned cleric projects on the page for them to read and buy into or believe.

Consider the witness of Fastrada from the musical Pippin:

I know the parables told in the holy book
I keep close [or closed?] on my shelf
God’s wisdom teaches me when I help others, I’m
Really helping myself
And if we all could spread a little sunshine
All could lend a helping hand
We all would be a little closer
To the promised land.
Doo doo doo doo doo doo doo doo doo doo
Doo doo doo doo doo doo doo doo doo doo (emphasis added).

Nearly all of the history of Christianity can be summed up as a battle for control over the interpretation of letters. It is only through a proper hermeneutics/methodology that we can know God and thus be saved by God. An obsession with method/hermeneutics long ago killed the Truth of God.

In my view, the quasi-theological critiques of AI are nothing more than outbursts of jealous rage. The learned human cleric does not want to give up their prestige to a rival, digital cleric, namely, AI. Is there nothing new under the sun?

What makes any cleric attractive is our drive for satisfaction, meaning, coherence, and a sense of authority. It is the cleric who attempts to tempt us to look away from the Truth of God and find salvation in method itself.

The cleric desires to be our ágalma.

“In Greek,” Lacan scholar Bruce Fink reminds us, “[ágalma means] shine and brilliancy: ágalma is something admirable or charming . . . it is a trap for gods – it draws their eyes . . . it is an uncanny object or charm – the Trojan horse, for example, is referred to as ágalma” (191).

The cleric’s charm is literally all too alluring. I take that to be the point of David Hammons’s Old Testament. Open it up, and you find The Complete Works of Marcel Duchamp, by Arturo Schwartz. The question is: What appears when we look beyond the wisdom of the cleric?

The lure of the cleric remains all too alluring because theology has lost its way. Theology has become the shitty version of any number of other disciplines, especially hermeneutics.

Theology has forgotten itself. It has lost sight of its singular task: to seize the Truth of God, the Truth that is truths—and so cannot be method: permanently located, situated, placed. God is Truth that is always revealed in truths, in the act of Truth’s dis-appearance from reality or what is entirely realizable in this world, here and now.

Following Badiou, whose thinking, especially in Conditions, makes this writing possible, I define Truth as the void or the hole in (common) sense. Theology, as the discipline of seizing of the Truth of God, makes holes in the sense of God.

The radical claim of what goes by the name of Christian theology is that the Truth of God became flesh in Jesus the Messiah, not in the cleric. The theologian’s task is “to draw from this observation the most joyous consequences” (Badiou, 48; Badiou is thinking about poetry). Theology does not interpret or circumscribe the Truth of God. That is the cleric’s task.

In its loyalty to the Truth that is not One or Whole, theology makes it possible for us to recognize the impossible, surprise, or the miracle in this world. The Truth of God as the truths of Jesus the Messiah does not require interpretation but rather conceptualization. Or, as Paul of Tarsus would affirm, it does not require any clerical authority.

Christian theology conspires with the Truth of God as the truths of Jesus Messiah, trapping our attention and thereby disrupting the reproduction of meaning, of (common) sense, and to the end of seeing what is new in the world. Thus, theology can only oppose the normal and established norms. Theology is necessarily the critique of religion (i.e., norms) and so of politics (i.e., the incarnation of norms).

Nonetheless, there is no theology without the cleric. If the cleric is the enemy of theology, theology must love them with all its heart, mind, and soul. Otherwise, the Truth of God will literally die.

And that’s why I’m just not too literal. I just can’t be too literal.

Against (Virtually) Normal: Law, Politics, and the Trans/Queer Body

AI generated imaged based on the essay below. Notice the young Andrew Sullivan in the foreground?

Girl: “Are you sure you are not really a girl?

Boy Sullivan: “Of course not.”

Parent: My child knows who they are.

Adult Sullivan: “But do they? . . . I sure didn’t.”

I.

In a recent opinion piece for The New York Times, Andrew Sullivan contends that the gay rights movement has “radicalized, and lost its way.” Sullivan asserts that the gay movement has abandoned traditional, virtually normal politics (i.e., the defense of marriage equality and the expansion of non-discrimination protections in the workplace and housing for gays, lesbians and trans adults) and adopted a fascistic queer gender ideology—a transgender ideology that disregards the naturalness of the “sex binary” and seeks to impose itself, like a “theology,” on society—and especially on children and teens.

The irony is that Sullivan’s argument perfectly aligns with conservative theological reasoning. Sullivan follows the Supreme Court’s conservative majority, naturalizing a conservative theology of sex while masquerading it as liberal neutrality.

II.

Taking sex as a synonym for gender and vice versa is a hallmark of conservative theological thought. For example, Associate Justice Thomas Alito, writing for the majority in Mahmoud v. Taylor, observes that “[m]any Americans, like the parents in this case, believe that biological sex reflects divine creation, that sex and gender are inseparable, and that children should be encouraged to accept their sex and to live accordingly” (24).

In queer and gender studies, the term gender ≠ biological sex. As David M. Halperin reminds us, “Sex has no history. It is a natural fact, grounded in the functioning of the body and, as such, it lies outside of history and culture” (“Is There a History of Sexuality?,” in the The Lesbian and Gay Studies Reader, 416 [416-431], emphasis mine).

In contrast to sex, gender (like sexuality) does have a history (although a much longer one than sexuality). It refers to the cultural habits and practices that a society determines make, for example, a male (= sex) a man/masculine (= gender).

Sullivan’s conservative theological sex ideology comes through in his definition of homosexuality. “My sexual orientation,” Sullivan shares, “is based on a biological distinction [= sex] between men and women: I am attracted to the former and not to the latter” (emphasis mine). What this implies is that (homo)sexuality is, for Sullivan, like sex: an entirely biological, neutral fact of the human condition.

Sullivan complains that “[d]issenters from gender ideology are routinely unfriended, shunned and shamed. . . . That’s the extremely intolerant and illiberal atmosphere that now exists in the gay, lesbian, and transgender space” (emphasis mine). If that’s true, it’s unfortunate because Sullivan’s conservative theological sex ideology does have an upshot: it implies that homosexuality “reflects divine creation.”

The drawback of Sullivan’s sex ideology is that it cannot account for the fact that some of us are, as Michael Warner observes in The Trouble With Normal: Sex, Politics, and the Ethics of Queer Life (1999), more marked than others by our sexuality (23).

Like many proto-gay boys, I learned in middle school that having a penis does not necessarily make one a legitimate boy. According to my peers, the way I walked, talked, dressed, and styled my hair all cast doubt on the legitimacy of my penis. Thus, I was a queer, fag, and so on.

My middle school experience amply illustrates an essential point: sex has a gender. Sullivan may insist that sex/sexuality is “a neutral fact of the human condition,” but sex/sexuality is not merely a natural/neutral fact. Sex/sexuality is also an object of human interpretation.

Sullivan and his fellow conservative Catholic/religious friends are all too aware that politics will ultimately determine what sex/sexuality means. Sullivan and company want to end the hermeneutics of sex. They want the last word, and they know the deciding battlefield is the public school system.

III.

Sullivan worries that queer gender ideology is akin to an insurrection, a “societywide revolution” against traditional sex/sexuality norms. He is especially concerned about queer ideology being taught in our public elementary schools.

To Sullivan’s mind, helping children recognize that the relationship of sex to gender and vice versa is wiggly, by allowing them to play with pronouns and their gender comportment in public schools, is to play God. It has the power to resurrect Anita Bryant!

She is risen! She is risen, indeed!

The Supreme Court recently ruled in Mahmoud v. Taylor that parents can opt their children out of public school lessons that include books with queer themes, including same-sex marriage, on religious grounds. Consider the mercifully brief sample of Associate Justice Alito’s “legal” reasoning for the majority below (for a complete analysis of the Court’s overreading and misreading of the relevant children’s books, listen to the recent episode of the podcast Strict Scrutiny):

In light of the record before us, we hold that the Board’s introduction of the “LGBTQ+-inclusive” storybooks—combined with its decision to withhold notice to parents and to forbid opt outs—substantially interferes with the religious development of their children and imposes the kind of burden on religious exercise that Yoder found unacceptable.

To understand why, start with the storybooks themselves. Like many books targeted at young children, the books are unmistakably normative. They are clearly designed to present certain values and beliefs as things to be celebrated and certain contrary values and beliefs as things to be rejected. . . .

Uncle Bobby’s Wedding, the only book that the dissent is willing to discuss in any detail, conveys the same message more subtly. The atmosphere is jubilant after Uncle Bobby and his boyfriend announce their engagement. Id., at 286a (“Everyone was smiling and talking and crying and laughing” (emphasis added)). The book’s main character, Chloe, does not share this excitement. “‘I don’t understand!’” she exclaims, “‘Why is Uncle Bobby getting married?’” Id., at 288a. The book is coy about the precise reason for Chloe’s question, but the question is used to tee up a direct message to young readers: “‘Bobby and Jamie love each other,’ said Mummy. ‘When grown-up people love each other that much, sometimes they get married.’” Ibid. The book therefore presents a specific, if subtle, message about marriage. It asserts that two people can get married, regardless of whether they are of the same or the opposite sex, so long as they “‘love each other.’” Ibid. That view is now accepted by a great many Americans, but it is directly contrary to the religious principles that the parents in this case wish to instill in their children. It is significant that this book does not simply refer to same-sex marriage as an existing practice. Instead, it presents acceptance of same-sex marriage as a perspective that should be celebrated. The book’s narrative arc reaches its peak with the actual event of Uncle Bobby’s wedding, which is presented as a joyous event that is met with universal approval. See id., at 300a–305a. And again, there are many Americans who would view the event that way, and it goes without saying that they have every right to do so. But other Americans wish to present a different moral message to their children. And their ability to present that message is undermined when the exact opposite message is positively reinforced in the public school classroom at a very young age.

Next, consider the messages sent by the storybooks on the subject of sex and gender. Many Americans, like the parents in this case, believe that biological sex reflects divine creation, that sex and gender are inseparable, and that children should be encouraged to accept their sex and to live accordingly. Id., at 530a–531a, 538a–540a, 543a, 625a. But the challenged storybooks encourage children to adopt a contrary viewpoint. Intersection Allies presents a transgender child in a sex-ambiguous bathroom and proclaims that “[a] bathroom, like all rooms, should be a safe space.” Id., at 323a. The book also includes a discussion guide that asserts that “at any point in our lives, we can choose to identify with one gender, multiple genders, or neither gender” and asks children “What pronouns fit you best?” Id., at 350a (boldface in original). The book and the accompanying discussion guidance present as a settled matter a hotly contested view of sex and gender that sharply conflicts with the religious beliefs that the parents wish to instill in their children (23-24, unattributed italics mine).

The Court rightly observes that “there are many Americans who would view [the marriage of two men as a joyous occasion], and it goes without saying that they have every right to do so.” What the Court does not recognize is that such a view is not only that of “many Americans,” it is also the nonmetaphysical position of their Government.

If the Court’s majority were at all inclined to affirm the appropriateness of the Government teaching a nonreligious, nonpartisan view of sex in our public schools, it would have concluded the following: There are many Americans who would view the marriage of two males as contrary to their religious beliefs, and it goes without saying that they have every right to do so. However, the Government has no role to play in teaching theological metaphysics. Religious instruction is the obligation of parents of faith and their respective religious institutions.

We are right to worry that the majority opinion in Taylor takes religion from the football field (Kennedy v. Bremerton School District) into the classroom by implicitly questioning the legitimacy of the Government’s nonreligious view of sex. In my opinion, Taylor goes far beyond protecting religious liberty. It protects the status quo by incentivizing the teaching of traditional, religiously inflected sex ideology in our public schools.

But Sullivan is worried about Big Trans “overhauling the education not only of children with gender dysphoria, but of every other kid as well.” 

Sullivan does not mention Mahmoud v. Taylor in his opinion piece for The New York Times. Besides the shared insistence on the naturalness of a conservative theological understanding of sex, one other thread links Sullivan’s essay to the majority opinion in Taylor.

Sullivan, like the majority in Taylor, is expressly concerned about (gay and lesbian) youth being coerced by authority figures, such as teachers and doctors, into believing what he considers to be an unnatural gender ideology.

“As a child, uninterested in playing team sports . . . ,” Sullivan writes, “I was once asked by a girl when I was just 10 years old, ‘Are you sure you are not really a girl?’ Of course not, I replied” (emphasis mine). Nonetheless, Sullivan wants us to believe that he may not have given the same answer to the same question if the questioner had been “someone in authority—a parent or a teacher or a doctor [or a priest?].”

Alito expresses a similar concern in Taylor,

“The books therefore present the same kind of ‘objective danger to the free exercise of religion’ that we identified in Yoder. Id., at 218. That ‘objective danger’ is only exacerbated by the fact that the books will be presented to young children by authority figures in elementary school classrooms. As representatives of the Board have admitted, ‘there is an expectation that teachers use the LGBTQ-Inclusive Books as part of instruction,’ and ‘there will be discussion that ensues.’ App. to Pet. for Cert. 605a, 642a.” (25, emphasis mine).

Among the things Alito thinks coercion means is teachers communicating to young students a nonmetaphysical interpretation of sex, namely that it is not a synonym for gender and vice versa. Alito writes, “The upshot [of how Alito [over]reads Born Ready, written by Jodie Patterson and illustrated by Charnelle Barlow] is that it is hurtful, perhaps even hateful, to hold the view that gender is inextricably bound with biological sex” (25, emphasis mine).

The Court affirms the right of conservative religious parents to direct the public education of their children in Mahmoud v. Taylor. In U.S. v. Skrmetti, a case in which the Court’s majority allows states to ban gender-affirming care (while permitting the same treatments for minors not seeking gender-affirming care), the majority declines to resolve the legal question about the right of parents to direct the healthcare of their (trans) children. In this case, the Court neutralizes the authority of parents who are not (religiously) conservative or religious to care for their children, trusting the (conservative) Government to “parent” them.

IV.

Sullivan goes a step further than the Court’s majority in Skrmetti. Sullivan wants us to believe that no one is looking out for trans kids (except him and his fellow compassionate conservatives, of course). Even the supportive parents of trans children cannot be trusted to direct their healthcare.

Sullivan provides three reasons to remove the power to provide healthcare to children from the hands of their parents:

First, supportive parents trust their children’s testimony. Though young Sullivan was very clear with his female classmate about his sex, he questions whether or not trans children “know who they are.” He even contradicts himself, asserting that during the period between the ages of 9 and 13, he was unsure whether he was a boy or not.

Next, Sullivan argues supportive parents are the cucks of a fascistic queer ideology (i.e., of Big Trans). Specifically, they are illiberal cucks. They do as Big Trans tells them to do (i.e., force our kids to transition) for fear of being canceled—and they cancel others, like Sullivan, who refuse to obey the will of Big Trans.

Finally, Sullivan also believes supportive parents are reactionary cucks of a fascistic queer ideology. Sullivan asserts that if Trump (i.e., an election denier, encourager of insurrection against the U.S. government, Project 2025 supporter, and, according to one judge, a rapist) is for, say, the biological truth of gender, the cucks of a fascistic queer ideology are necessarily, unthinkingly against it.

What critics of the majority’s decision in Skrmetti (e.g., the 5-4 podcast) miss is that Trump’s conservative theological assertion of the “biological truth of gender” is underlying their reasoning.

State laws denying gender-affirming care to a teen male who desires to become a female is not, to the majority, discrimination based on sex. Healthcare providers may not deny gender-affirming treatment to a male because he is male. In many states, they must deny said treatment because he is a male who desires to become a female.

Recall that in Taylor, the Court’s majority similarly empowers parents to affirm a conservative theology, namely that sex and gender are inseparable. The rest of us must live with it—or else.

V.

Sullivan’s opinion piece for the New York Times is gross—and not principally because it is a conservative theological argument. It is also problematic because it is an example of the homophobic literary genre (e.g., queers are victims of queers; conservatives = persecuted; healthcare may be denied to women/queers; states should be allowed to decide the legality of queer life, etc.).

There is one aspect of Sullivan’s anti-trans/queer rhetoric that I find especially problematic: his deployment of the heuristics of fear. Echoing the logic of the late Cardinal Ratzinger (see, e.g., §10), Sullivan wants us to believe that we have only ourselves to blame for violence perpetrated against us as a consequence of our insistence on our difference from the (virtually) normal.

In The Monarchy of Fear: A Philosopher Looks At Our Political Crisis (2018), a book inspired by Hillary Clinton’s electoral loss to Donald Trump in 2016, Martha C. Nussbaum draws on psychological research to describe two “heuristics” of fear. The first is the “availability heuristic,” and the second is the “cascade heuristic,” which has two aspects: reputational and informational (47-51). These heuristics can function to overwhelm our ability to carefully consider whether or not fear is warranted in a given situation, instead activating our instinctual impulses.

In his opinion piece, Sullivan employs the availability heuristic, creating an immediately recognizable image of imminent, life-threatening danger. He argues that the radicalization of the gay movement by trans/queer ideology is collapsing public support for gay and lesbian civil rights.

Sullivan combines the availability heuristic with the cascade heuristic, motivating people to come together to overcome an imminent, life-threatening danger: trans/queer ideology. If we don’t act, gay and lesbian civil rights, our rights, will be erased—and we will be subject to violent acts (the reputational aspect of the cascade heuristic).

Sullivan also offers us new information. He contends that advocates of trans/queer ideology are essentially raping children, forcing them to transition. Moreover, by forcing trans kids to transition, trans/queer advocates are ending the lives of gay and lesbian kids, as Sullivan believes a lot of trans kids are just confused gay and lesbian kids (the informational aspect of the cascade heuristic)

The heuristics of fear are highly motivating. They compel us to act together to avoid immediate danger.

The problem arises when the fear they amplify is not based on a sober assessment of evidence, facts, data, or our experiences. For example, there are good reasons to avoid the path of a tornado. However, when our fear is unwarranted, as it is in the public’s assessment of trans lives and experiences, it can destabilize democracy.

Unwarranted fear, especially combined with disgust, can destabilize democracy by motivating violence. Trans/queer ideology, Sullivan imagines, inspires “a sane backlash” against trans/queer people—and not only them, but virtually normal gay and lesbian people, too. As many trans people and queer gay men and lesbians already know: the threat of violence for being misaligned with (virtually) normative straight (male) society is not an idle one.

VI.

Queer gay men and lesbians stand in solidarity with their trans comrades (a word I use intentionally to enflame conservative passions) for many reasons, not least of which is our shared experience of the violence of (virtually) normative gendered politics. David M. Halperin observes, 

If homophobia sometimes functions less to oppress homosexuals than to police the behavior of heterosexuals and to strong-arm them into keeping one another strictly in line with the requirements of proper sex and gender norms, for fear of appearing queer it may be that one of the functions of transphobia is to police the behavior of lesbians and gay men and to terrorize them into conforming to the gender style deemed appropriate to their respective sexes (How To Be Gay [2012], 307, emphasis mine).

Yet, Sullivan believes that the radicalized gay movement is the real threat to a liberal or reasonably pluralistic society (see John Rawls). He asserts that the ever-expanding alphabet of queer welcome (e.g., L.G.B.T.Q.I.A+), and the new colors added to the pride flag to incarnate it, nowadays “demarcates a place not simply friendly to all types of people . . . but a place where anyone who does not subscribe to intersectional left ideology is unwelcome.”

Youth are the worst offenders of Sullivan’s law of welcome. The “young queer generation” are contemptuous, according to Sullivan, of “those who came before them.”

Dear Andrew,

It’s true. Trans/queer youth and adults don’t want to hang with you.

It’s not us. It’s your habit of villainizing, demeaning, and disparaging our lives and loves.

I don’t doubt that you believe you care about trans/queer youth and adults. However, if you take a moment to listen, you’ll likely gain a better understanding of why hanging out with us just isn’t currently working out for you.

As they say in Chicago, “He only had himself to blame.”

Smooches,

Tony (he/him).

Does the resurrection of the dead make sense?

Sir Stanley Spencer, The Resurrection, Cookham, 1924-7

Quick thought(s) on the sense of resurrection, the interruption of sentient animal thriving, and the experience of life:

Resurrection: an unnatural event (i.e., an act of God or a miracle) whereby sentient animals are returned to significant striving/thriving (i.e., to purposeful living) after the experience of dying and remaining dead for more than one day.

The resurrection of the dead is surely an irrational/unnatural idea. Yet, I think it does make sense as an expression of sentient animal desire for uninterrupted thriving.

Sentient animals strive significantly; that is, they engage in long-term projects, like family building (see, e.g., Martha Nussbaum, Justice for Animals: Our Collective Responsibility–or my reading of the relevant philosophical arguments, though for a different reason, here). Significant striving is purposeful living. Purpose is an enjoyable characteristic of sentient animals’ thriving.

Thriving is a source of pleasure, although pain may be a temporary feature of it. Child-birth, for example, is typically painful–but the aim of family-building requires it. The aim of thriving may require a brief interruption of it.

Long-term or incurable pain impedes thriving. Thriving does not require it. Thus, sentient animals rightly avoid the experience of such pain.

Pain is caused by either natural or social causes. Pain is caused by, for example, certain genetic abnormalities that are unrelated to social factors, like environmental pollution. Pain not attributable to social causes is necessarily a form of harm because it is not the fault of any sentient animal or group of animals and impedes thriving.

Pain attributable to social causes can also be a form of harm. For example, the attainment of academic or artistic achievement may require the short-term experience of pain. Its cause is social/cultural–but it is not directly caused either by the neglect or intent of a sentient animal or group of animals. Nonetheless, it does temporarily impede thriving.

Pain is unjust when its cause, due to neglect or intent, is attributable to another sentient animal or group of sentient animals (i.e., society). It seriously impedes sentient animal thriving. Its duration is irrelevant, as it is pain unrelated to the aim of thriving.

Death interrupts animal thriving. Thus, it is also a source of pain. As such, death is either a very serious harm or, when it is directly linked to social factors, it is an injustice.

The desire for resurrection does not make sense if death is morally neutral–simply a natural fact. If life is not an unqualified good to us, then why would we want more of it?

As an obviously serious interruption of animal thriving, death harms sentient animal life. The resurrection of the dead makes more sense if life is a good that death interrupts. Resurrection makes sense as an expression of desire for uninterrupted animal thriving.

Animal thriving is good. It is the embodiment of justice. Thriving is what sentient animals want. Death gets in the way of it.

Resurrection is, by definition, an act of God. And while you may be willing to grant that resurrection makes sense as an expression of desire to cure the suffering caused by death, namely the interruption of sentient animal thriving—you are likely not as eager to entertain the idea that it is reasonable to think that a divine being will, in fact, overturn death.

Surely, logical argument will fail to convince us of the reasonableness of divine intervention in the natural order of things (i.e., death interrupts thriving). Widespread agreement to the main premises of such an argument—for example, the reality of a divine being—is not likely. Moreover, appeals to authority (i.e., “It’s the word of God!”) will fail us. Thriving entails the freedom to think for ourselves.

But what of our experience of life?

Our experience of life is a source of information when logic or reason cannot help us. Experience, for example, of the tenacity or exuberance of life—the way in which nature is constantly churning out life from death—is not proof of the resurrection—but such experience (and desire for more time to live, to carry out one’s projects) is intimately related to the shared reality of sentient animal life.

It seems feasible for us to use our shared physical senses to observe/feel that life is not easily knocked down—and when it is, it tends to get back up again. Even nature seems to point beyond itself–to something it cannot achieve on its own.

Reason and experience take us to the banks of the Jordan. Death is not good for us. While we may recognize a shared desire to thrive, we can’t be certain of future thriving. But if we are willing to look, there seem to be promising signs of future thriving within and before us.

Ash Wednesday & the Animal Body

Mark Ryden, The Angel of Meat, 1998, Oil on Panel, 38″ x 33″

It’s Ash Wednesday.

Imagine you are driving to Starbucks to get your cold brew before going to your church parking lot to get some ashes spread on your head in the shape of a cross. On the way, you notice a dead deer on the side of the road. It is bloated, and a vulture is perched on its neck.

Farther up, you notice a weirdly shaped, otherwise indescribable stain in the center of the road. You realize the blotch interrupting the road’s yellow lines is all that remains of the opossum that had languished and died at that spot earlier in the week.

Imagine further that the ashes to be spread on your head contain deer hair and bits of its bones and meat. Your pastor is like the vulture you noticed earlier.

As you drive into the church parking lot, perhaps you see a sign that reads: “The ashes about to be spread on your head have been collected from countless car tires, the remains of opossums, raccoons, turtles, snakes, chickens, deer, bears, cats, and dogs who suffered and died on the roads near the church.”

It’s Ash Wednesday, and it’s too pretty. “From dust you are and to dust you shall return.” That’s nice. But the reality of our shared bodily vulnerability isn’t so pious. It’s not so neat.

It’s Ash Wednesday, and it’s meat—not fucking glitter and star dust. And we would get that if we dared to look at and to consider (our) animal bodies.

WAX, "the figure, with its fetal pose and exposed spine, becomes a primal emblem that engages viewers in issues of individual and collective health and disease, heroization and victimization, and life and death (particularly because of the dual potential of human blood in the era of AIDS)." SOURCE: https://www.artic.edu/artworks/122231/blood-pool
BLOOD, "Untitled (Body Tracks) from 1974 is a compact work, a short one minute and ten seconds, wherein Mendieta silently executes a powerful wall drawing. Mendieta stands facing the wall, both blood-stained hands and forearms raised above her head against its white surface; she gradually slides down onto her knees, tapering the stained markings from her hands to a place where they meet at the bottom of the wall but never quite converge in on one another. This recorded action commences when Mendieta stands, shaking, and turns to address the audience for a brief moment before exiting the field of view." SOURCE: https://drainmag.com/contentNOVEMBER/REVIEWS_INTERVIEWS/Ana_Mendieta_Review.htm
THE DEAD, "One of his most outstanding undertakings is “The Morgue Series“, a group of pictures that confront the audience with the starkness of death." SOURCE: https://www.singulart.com/blog/en/2024/03/17/the-morgue-series-by-andres-serrano/?srsltid=AfmBOoqlHifgRfM8UGGiTZkxHz5rDSwFMdkbAl6yyYwq2nex6P8bGAUh
Plaster or Concrete, "Especially when seen in person, the works. . . have a monumental quality, in which many lives seem to be subsumed into a larger pattern, and they also deliberately evoke a sense of what is lost or threatened ‘every time a violent act takes place' . . . . ‘It would be a trap to try to portray violence,’ she says, in any literal way. ‘Because violence is exerted whenever you show it, whether in art, or in cinema, or in reality. When you reproduce a violent act. . . violence is being exerted and re-enacted once again, and I don’t think we need that.’" SOURCE: https://www.apollo-magazine.com/committed-to-memory-the-art-of-doris-salcedo/

It’s Ash Wednesday. It could become the first act of a passion play that ends with accepting our animal vulnerability. But that requires knowing the terror of crucifixion as an animal act of absolute disregard for the animal body.1

It’s Ash Wednesday, and today may be different. We may begin to feel the resurrection of the dead: the pleasures, extricated from the terror of violence, of our shared animal bodies. After all, our animal bodies make our lives—and the lives we desire—possible.

Recommended Spiritual Practice:

Explore and consider Carolee Schneemann’s Meat Joy (1964), originally performed at Judson Memorial Church. Schneenman describes the aftermath of the meat-filled performance:

“It was performed in the center of the church and of course, the incredible aroma never left of the raw mackerel the old chickens and the old sausages. Howard Moody accepted that and did his sermons in regard to the smells, sermons on the loaves and the fishes. It was wonderful.”

Notes:

  1. Art Notes (from left to right):

    Image 1: Kiki Smith, Blood Pool, (1992), wax: “the figure, with its fetal pose and exposed spine, becomes a primal emblem that engages viewers in issues of individual and collective health and disease, heroization and victimization, and life and death (particularly because of the dual potential of human blood in the era of AIDS).” See here for more information.

    Image 2: Ana Mendieta, Untitled (Body Tracks) (1974), blood, “is a compact work, a short one minute and ten seconds, wherein Mendieta silently executes a powerful wall drawing. Mendieta stands facing the wall, both blood-stained hands and forearms raised above her head against its white surface; she gradually slides down onto her knees, tapering the stained markings from her hands to a place where they meet at the bottom of the wall but never quite converge in on one another. This recorded action commences when Mendieta stands, shaking, and turns to address the audience for a brief moment before exiting the field of view.” See here for more information.

    Image 3: Andres Serrano, Hacked to Death (The Morgue) (1992), the dead: “One of his most outstanding undertakings is ‘The Morgue Series,’ a group of pictures that confront the audience with the starkness of death.” See here for more information.

    Image 4: Doris Salcedo, Untitled (1992), plaster or concrete, “Especially when seen in person, the works. . . have a monumental quality, in which many lives seem to be subsumed into a larger pattern, and they also deliberately evoke a sense of what is lost or threatened ‘every time a violent act takes place’ . . . . ‘It would be a trap to try to portray violence,’ she says, in any literal way. ‘Because violence is exerted whenever you show it, whether in art, or in cinema, or in reality. When you reproduce a violent act. . . violence is being exerted and re-enacted once again, and I don’t think we need that.’” See here for more information. ↩︎